I’m currently training for a 100 kilometer charity ride and two triathlons this year, and this series is me documenting the process.
This is Part 4.
If you want to follow the journey, stick around.
See Part 1 here. And Part 2 here. And Part 3 here.
Week 14: Day Off
This week started with my fourth FTP test of this five month training block. Going into it, I was hoping for an increase. But after the way the last month had gone, my expectations were pretty modest. At this point, I was mostly hoping I hadn’t lost too much fitness.
The past couple of months have been tough. I’ve still been recovering from burnout, and feeling pretty drained. I always thought that once the weather got nicer, I’d naturally feel better too. But when so much of your day is spent staring at a computer screen, you don’t actually get to enjoy those nice days all that much.
So the fact that I’m even doing the FTP test felt like an accomplishment, because I was still committed to the process. Endurance, sometimes, is just continuing to show up when things aren’t going your way.
Over the May long weekend, we woke up to discover that our dog, Petey, had an ear infection. Instead of spending the holiday taking him on a long walk and enjoying the extra day together, he ended up spending most of it at the vet. They needed time to properly examine his ear without him freaking out, so we waited… and worried.
It’s funny how life works sometimes. There are days when riding a bike for hours feels easier than everything else that’s going on. Then there are days when the ride is the hard part. By the end of the FTP test, my result came in at 197 watts. That’s one watt lower than last month. Honestly, it’s a bit of a relief.
The training hasn’t been consistent recently, and the numbers reflect that. But I also know that FTP isn’t the only metric measuring my progress right now.

This week was about making it to my second long weekend. A 3 day work week. I had booked Friday off because I’d originally planned an overnight bike touring trip to Nanaimo. I’d been looking forward to it for a while, but as the weeks got closer, I decided to cancel. Looking back, I think it was the right decision. I just couldn’t imagine taking on a trip like that at the moment, even if it was only for one night.
Instead, I moved my training schedule around and turned Friday into my biggest ride of the training block. The plan was to start with the UBC route, climb that hill, and then continue all the way down to Steveston in Richmond. It’s a route I’ve wanted to do for a long time, and it finally felt like the right day for it.
The ride naturally broke itself into a few different sections. With the Vancouver T100 getting closer, I wanted another chance to ride that hill a few more times. I figured the more familiar I became with it now, the less intimidating it would feel on race day. It also happened to be graduation weekend.
It also happened to be graduation weekend. It’s nice watching people reach something they’ve worked towards for years. I wish I had some life-changing advice I could give graduates. Maybe that they have so much further to go.
After descending the hill, I stopped at Spanish Banks for a break. I sat for a while, watched some dogs playing on the beach, and tried another Xact bar. Maple. This one… wasn’t for me. It was just way too sweet. I think it’s officially my least favourite flavour, which means I should probably make that ranking video I’ve been talking about.
From there, I rode back through Vancouver, followed the Arbutus Greenway through all the construction detours, crossed the bridge, and made my way into Richmond. From here, it was a bit of an adventure onto the dyke trail.
The Railway Greenway goes from north to south and it is such a peaceful stretch to cycle through, and it gave me another opportunity to spend time riding in my aero bars. The more comfortable I can become in that position now, the better it’ll feel when race day finally arrives. By the time I reached Steveston, I was feeling great.
The plan had always been to reward myself with a beer and fish and chips, and that’s exactly what I did. I made a stop at Britannia Brewing. The food looked so good, I was ready to cry.
Afterwards, I wandered around for a bit, savored the last relaxing moments of my day off, and came across a kite flying club. Watching them brought back something I’d forgotten about myself.I’ve always loved flying kites.
It’s one of those hobbies I’ve always thought I’d enjoy spending more time with, but life has a way of filling up. People always say you can’t do everything, and I suppose flying kites has become one I’ve had to leave behind.
One thing these longer rides have been teaching me is that my legs actually aren’t the biggest problem anymore. It’s my shoulders. That’s where I notice the fatigue building first.
It’s something I should work on over the next few weeks. Partly by strengthening those muscles, but also by improving my posture on the bike and learning to support myself better through my core and hips.
The ride home was when I really started feeling it. It wasn’t the kind of exhaustion that comes after a long day at work. It felt different. It was a good kind. This one wasn’t fuelled by stress.
Rush hour traffic had picked up by then, so I mostly focused on getting home safely. I practiced riding hands-free whenever I had the chance, stretched out my shoulders a little, and settled into the rhythm of the ride.
It wasn’t the biggest week for fitness gains, but after everything that’s happened over the last couple of months, weeks like this remind me that training is sometimes simply about finding your way back.
Week 15: Still Breathing
Coming off last week’s ride, where I ended up riding 99 kilometres, I wasn’t really sure how I should continue from there. That ride was basically my goal distance. Sure, I took a decent break in the middle, but it still gave me confidence that I could cover the distance. So this week felt a little awkward.
Part of me wondered if I should take it easy for a while and let my body recover. Another part of me felt like I should just keep going and carry that momentum into the next few weeks.
At the same time, my mental health seems to be trending in a better direction. I could feel my nervous system less in panic survival mode. It’s far from perfect, it’s an hour by hour type of thing, but I’m not drowning anymore and that has given me a bit of hope. If everything works out, day-to-day life should become a little more sustainable.

On Saturday, I decided to head back out to New West. The last time I rode there, I came in via the Central Valley Greenway. This time, I took the BC Parkway, which runs roughly parallel farther south. The route carried me through East Vancouver, past the Metrotown area, behind Edmonds, and across the Queensborough connector before I continued toward New West.
I stayed along the river and followed the path toward the Quay. We’d had a long stretch of sunshine, and around here that usually doesn’t last long. I had a feeling I should take advantage of it while I still could.
Sometimes I catch myself feeling like I should be doing more. If I’m sitting around for too long, I start feeling guilty. I’m never bored. I’m always guilty. Something is always happening. I can’t even remember the last time I fell asleep without listening to something. Maybe that’s just the world we live in now, but I do wonder how I can shut down my mind once in a while.
Cycling has become part of that too. Some days I head out because I genuinely want to ride my bike. Other days, I go because that’s what the training plan says to do. That’s just part of training for an event. You make the commitment, and that means riding on days when you don’t really feel like it. I’m not mad or anything, but what does free time even mean anymore?
It does make me wonder what my time will look like once all these events are over. Maybe I’ll enjoy riding even more when I’m not always thinking about the next thing. I don’t really know. But let’s be honest, I’ll probably sign up for another race.
I stopped for a break at the New West Quay along the Fraser River and tried the Mixed Berries Exact bar. I wasn’t really sure what to think after the first bite. The flavour was good, but the texture was a little unexpected. It reminded me of taffy with little pieces of nuts in it. It took a few bites, but by the end I was actually enjoying it.
Whenever I’m going through a tougher stretch mentally, it’s really easy to focus on the difficult days. Those are the ones that seem to stick with me, while the good ones fade away.
Maybe that’s why it felt natural to ride through the cemetery. How can one think about time and not think about death? I wasn’t searching for any big answers. I already know I shouldn’t always be waiting for things to be over, because life is made up of these ordinary moments that are so easy to overlook while we’re living them.
With that in mind, I decided to ride over to the beach. I just felt like seeing the ocean. It’s one of those places that’s always been nearby, and because of that it’s easy to forget how lucky I am to have it. Sometimes it helps just to sit there for a few minutes and enjoy the moment before heading home.
The next day, I spent Sunday volunteering at Mikey’s Run for Men’s Mental Health. It was actually my first time volunteering at an event like this. Sharon was running the 10K while I was helping near the parking lot at Burnaby Lake, making sure runners and vehicles don’t collide.
Over the past few months I’ve spoken about my own mental health. Sometimes I wonder if I talk about it too much. There’s still a part of me that feels like I should just deal with it on my own and bottle it up like a man.
By the end of the morning, I wasn’t focused on my own training or the next workout or the things that had been weighing on my mind. It was nice to not think solely of myself for a few hours. It felt like relief.
Week 16: On Repeat
The weather finally turned this week in Vancouver. After what felt like weeks of sunshine, we were back to rain again. Friday was wet, but it was also a day that I’d had on my calendar for a while because I was going to see Spencer Krug perform. If you know Wolf Parade or Sunset Rubdown, you’ll probably know who he is.
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This week, the folks at Ravemen sent me a FR1100 bike light, and first impressions are really good. It feels incredibly solid, comes with a ton of accessories, and setting it up on my bike was quick and straightforward. I’m excited to get it out on some early morning and evening rides to see how it performs in the real world. If you’re interested in checking one out for yourself, I’ve left a link in the description.

The next day, it was back to training. I was on a bit of a schedule, so I couldn’t really wait for the rain to clear. I just headed out in what was probably the heaviest downpour we’ve had in months. I also wasn’t really feeling like going on another big adventure. I just wanted to keep things simple.
After the 99-kilometre ride a couple of weeks ago, I’ve noticed that my motivation for these really long rides has dropped off a little. I still enjoy riding my bike, but I think sometimes it’s everything that comes with riding outside that feels a little overwhelming such as planning routes, traffic, intersections, and being around lots of people. All of that takes a little more energy than I have. Usually, once I’m out there, I’m glad I went. It’s just getting myself out the door that can be the difficult part.
I rode up Queen Elizabeth Park a few times before making my way down the Arbutus Greenway toward The Crescent in Shaughnessy. If you’ve never been there, it’s probably one of the wealthiest neighbourhoods in Vancouver. The houses are enormous, many of them are gated, and it’s a really quiet place to ride.
Eventually the sun did come out and it became a lovely day for cycling. I really had to drag myself out today, but I’m glad I did.
The Crescent itself is just a circular road with a small park in the middle. One lap is only about half a kilometre, and I thought it might be interesting to spend a few hours seeing how many laps I could ride. Without doing the math, in my head I was aiming for a hundred.
The Crescent is probably best known among Vancouver’s cyclists for the Crescent 200, which is an unofficial community ride where people gather once a year and spend the day riding lap after lap.
I’ve always thought that sounded like such a fun idea for an endurance challenge. There’s something kind of soothing about doing the same loop over and over again. Once I settled into it, I realized how much I was enjoying myself.
After about ten laps, I stopped for fueling. This week’s Xact bar was the Vanilla flavour. I actually liked this one quite a bit. It was more like eating a wafer dessert than a sports bar, which honestly felt a little too fancy.
Then I got back into the rhythm of the ride. As the laps started adding up, I noticed different people passing through. Dog walkers. Joggers. Construction workers stopping for a break. People would come and go while I kept riding around the same circle. I probably looked a little strange, but nobody seemed particularly interested in what I was doing.
After 2 and a half hours, I finished with 70 laps around The Crescent. I wasn’t close to the hundred I had imagined, but when I finally stopped, I felt really accomplished.
What made it satisfying was that it tested something different. It wasn’t my legs as much as it was my willingness to keep doing the same thing, lap after lap, without getting bored. There was something strangely calming about it. And before I knew it, they had all added up.
It reminded me a little of listening to old music. I’ve heard those songs so many times that I already know what’s coming next, but that’s part of why I keep going back to them. There’s a certain comfort in hearing something that’s already familiar.
When we talk about adventure or going on some kind of personal journey, it feels like we’re always looking for something new. But I also think there’s value in returning to the places we already know. In a world where so much is designed to grab our attention and pull us in a hundred different directions, I think there can be something really refreshing about putting the playlist on repeat.

Week 17: Fear of Missing Out
I’ve been looking forward to this weekend for a few months now, and it finally arrived. The FIFA World Cup officially kicked off this week, and I’ve been really excited for it. At first, I was mostly looking forward to the soccer itself. I always get excited whenever the World Cup comes around. But this year feels different because it’s happening here in Vancouver. Taxpayers like myself are helping pay for a big part of it, and I figured I might as well enjoy it while it’s here.
This weekend wasn’t really the time to experience everything though. I had a busy schedule, so I mostly wanted to get out on my bike, see how the city was changing, and get a little preview of what the next few weeks might feel like.
I started by riding out toward New Brighton in the northeast part of Vancouver. I really like this area of the city. I used to live in Burnaby, so I spent a lot more time over here back then, and every time I come back I wonder why I’m not here more often.
I’ve also been trying to keep up with all the different World Cup events happening around the city. The biggest one is probably the Fan Fest at the PNE. I got there a little too early, so it wasn’t open yet, but I still rode over just to have a look around and see what was happening. Even though I couldn’t get inside, I think it helped a little with that feeling of missing out. Sometimes just seeing a place is enough, so I got out of there before I made the security guards more nervous.
From there I cruised over to BC Place to see how they have fenced up the whole area, then saw all the flags they’ve put up at the Plaza of Nations, and finally, Science World, the giant soccer ball installation.
When I first heard they were going to turn the geodesic dome into a soccer ball, I honestly thought it sounded kind of cheesy. But seeing it in person changed my mind. Let’s just leave it like that forever.
I stopped for a break near the laughing statues, which had all been dressed up in soccer jerseys for the tournament. While I was there, I tried the Coconut Xact bar. By the time I got around to eating it, it had been sitting in my pocket for a while and had almost melted completely in the heat.
It was one of those flavours that’s more preferable after dinner with a glass of milk rather than halfway through a ride on one of the hottest days of the year. I’ll have to try it again under better circumstances.
After that I rode a lap around Stanley Park before heading out to UBC to do that hill one more time.
As the morning went on, I watched the city get busier and busier, and there was part of me that wished I had the energy to stay out longer and be part of everything that was happening.
There was just a really nice feeling around the city today. The weather was beautiful, people were everywhere, and it almost felt like Vancouver had become a slightly different version of itself for the weekend. Whether they’re locals or visitors for the tournament, everyone seemed to be sharing the same excitement.
Even though my main goal for the day was still to get my training ride done, it also felt like I was exploring something new. There was this feeling that I should make the most of it while it was here. It reminded me a little of the first day of a vacation. You’ve only just arrived, but at the same time you know it’s going to end eventually, so there’s this urgency to soak everything in before it disappears.
At the same time, I know myself well enough to know that big crowds exhaust me. I like the idea of events like this more than I like being in the middle of them. So after getting my ride in, I headed home.
This week also marks a turning point in my training. The high-intensity part of preparing for the 100-kilometre ride is coming to an end. From here, the focus shifts from building fitness to recovering.
I’ve got a trip coming up soon, summer is only just getting started, and there are plenty of other things I want to enjoy over the next little while alongside the bike rides. So I think the goal from here is fairly simple. Get the rest in when I need it and try not to overthink things too much.
There’s still one more FTP test before this five month training block is over, and I’m genuinely curious to see where I end up after having a little more recovery than I’ve had over the last couple of months.
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